Day 29 - Two hearts in 3/4 time.

Date 29.11.2010

Had a beautiful first hour at work where our phone system wasn't working so I was able to put my headphones in and listen to my new avalanches cd ... The music made me want to be in the astra with the top down on a warm summer day heading along a windy road it's such relaxing music, didn't have to think about anything my mind just wondered... extremly peaceful.

Set a good mood for the day, because the rest of the day just flew by and before I knew it was home from the gym eating a beautiful fresh mango.
Great day.

Day 25 - Appreicate what you got

Date 25.11.2010.

From the littlest things like your favourite tv shows, to the bigger things like the most important people in your life, the people that make it easy for you to get up in the morning and smile throughout the day.
I had a great day today, Michael and Jessie won Beauty and the Geek, Rob's surgery went well, and I got some good news from work.

Life really does have the days where everything just works, everything goes right.
Today was one of those days.

Again I didn't get a chance to take a photo today.

This photos is from a couple of weeks ago before we start renovations on the main bedroom.
I think the smile is fitting.

Day 24 - Spacey

Date 24.11.2010

Wednesday, pretty spacey day, not much happened. Felt pretty ill so spent the night in bed after work getting my snooze on.
Got to have a good play with my camera and found a few awesome functions like fish eye... which I tried to find again last night..but have no idea where I found it to start off with.
so because my last few blogs have been pretty full on, I'll leave this one short and sweet and let the picture explain how I felt.

Day 26 - One of those days

Date 26.11.2010.

You know when you just have one of those days, where everything goes wrong.
And your so frustrated and angry that nothing is going right that you end up just laughing about it the next day, well this was one of those days.

I couldn't sleep I knew Rob was in the hospital by himself after surgery so I felt terrible.
I woke up at 5am and couldn't get back to sleep, I should of gone to the gym and did something that may of started that day off better, instead I lay in bed with my evil mind putting thoughts into my head, before I feel back to sleep and had terrible dreams.

I woke back up again around 8 and had lots to do... I start cleaning the house and new I had to be out at the hospital at 10am to see Rob.
I started doing the dishes around 9.30 and was in such a daze I walked off why the sink was still filling with water.. so by the time I come back into the kitchen it was flooded, there was water everywhere all over the floor, and over all the benches.
So not only did I no have to clean all the water up I still had a list of things to do around the house before I got rob.

I go out to see Rob about 10.20am and he was doing good so the nurse and doctor said he could leave at 11.00.
I went to move the car out the front of the hospital to pick him up, but the car wouldn't start, and it was starting to rain I walked back to the hospital where he was waiting at reception.
I called his dad and asked if he could help start the car because the battery was dead.
After 20 mins his dad arrived.
The first this his dad said was " Are you sure the car is in Park" ...hmmm I said.."yeh of course it is"
It wasn't.
once we arrived at the car it was in Reverse... I couldn't believe that I didn't check that.
I had to walk back into the hospital to Rob he had been sitting waiting to tell him that the car was fine.

a few more Little things went wrong that day, Like I went to get waxed but the wax wouldn't work with the strips so after having the wax on my skin we couldn't get it off and I had to spend more time at the beauty therapist and couldn't get everything done that I wanted.

So after everything by 6pm I was feeling pretty sick from stress and frustration, I gave my Flo rider tickets away as the thought of going out that night frustrated me more.

I didn't end up taking a photo today. The thought didn't even get a chance to cross my mind.

So I'll upload a photo I took at the start of the week.

Day 27 - When time pays off.

Date 27.11.2010

So much to do!
From when I woke up, till when I went to sleep it was go go go.
The morning started at about 9am with me doing a grocery shop, then headed home.
Cleaned the house.
Had a moment to relax and paint my nails and fake tan before my sister and little bro arrived with a showbag for me from the Traralgon Show, so exciting!! lots of candy and a water pistol!
Then off to the hair dressers to get to my hair done in preparation for tonight, which was the End of year party for work.
As I'm part of the social club I spent some of the afternoon helping everyone set up the Room for the night we hung records from the roof, set up tables and put posters on the walls.
Then it was time to have a quick 30 min power nap, then I started on my make up before Kelly dropped past for a quick drink, then down we headed.

The night seemed to go extremely well, really good food, music and people... surprisingly enough I found myself on the dance floor have a great time.

It was also so lovely to have people coming up and saying they were having a good time,  it was the biggest night social club has put on in the last 3 years and I'm so happy it went well.

I was home early enough not to feel to sick today, which is a bonus.

(unfortunately I didn't get to dress up as Joan from Mad Men as the thought of wearing a wig, and thick material dress in muggy hot weather was not appealing)

But here's me and a fan.. as it was super hot there.

Day 28 - Defeat

Date 28.11.2010

Never thought it would be this hard to keep up with my 365 days.
Writing a blog and taking a photo everyday is something that can take sometime, and when you don't have time is hard.
Its now been 5 days since I've updated my blog this is by far the longest period of time and will never happen again because trying to remember what I did Wednesday is hard.
So time to admit some sort of defeat and figure out another way, a smarter way to keep on top and still be able to maintain my to do list for this life project.

Part 1 - Admitting Defeat-
1. I haven't kept up with cooking my one new thing per week.
2. I haven't drove black Benny atleast 2 hours a week.
3. I Haven't brought a new cd yet this month or evaluated the music.

Part 2 - The fix
So to fix this I think I need more reasonable goals.
1. Cooking new meals will now be once every 2 weeks.
2. Black Benny will be atleast one drive 5 days of the month.
3. New cd is downloading... now - Avalanches - Since I left you, I will report back on this album before Tuesday night .

So where to go from here, continue to stay positive and enthusiastic about what needs to happen this year.
Put more focus on me and the blog for next month, and prepare; pre planning is the only way this is going to work.

Day 23 - The Sunny side of Life

Date 23.11.2010

There's no better feeling there driving around listen to your favourtie song.
The one and only time I've ever got a speeding fine was from driving & playing a song I loved so loud, singing and dancing that I didn't notice the speed limit...or the cop car driving behind me.

I didn't get a speeding fine today, but I did enjoy my drive to work, with the beautiful sun shining down on me the whole way.

No to much to report from this Tuesday other then the lovely 5 min drive I had to work.
I worked, slept and worked on my fitness.

Just greatful for the good weather we had for the day, even though for the rest of this week its forcast to be showers and low temps.

Day 22 - The speed of time

Date 22.11.2010

Pretty tiresome day, after all the festive's on Sunday and having to get up at 4.45am by the time it hit 11.00pm I was buggered and in bed.
Monday's usually fly by for me and before you no it I'm home relaxing, but not today. I spent most of the time staring at the clock, thinking "will it ever end"
Motto: when you don't think about time, it doesn't exist.

I've only got one more week to go until December, it's been a super fast month, I cant believe that its almost Christmas, almost the end of the year almost my little brothers 11th birthday.
This year has flown by. The reason I started this blog was because I got 6 months into this year and all  I could remember was sitting on the couch watching tv, I couldn't remember taking the time to visit my friends, travel or even just go for a walk with me dogs.
So even though this blog is going to be very much about the big things in my life like taking time to travel and face fears, it also has to be a motivator for me to just msg friends, catch up with people and live everyday like there is no other.

Day 21 - Dessert

Day 21.11.2010

Worked, yep 6 hours on a Sunday, But it was a nice day not many calls, had time to read the latest in gossip magazines.

Really need to get some new tattoo and home magazine a little bit more interesting to look at then pictures of Kim Kardashin.

Sunday night I got to have a BBQ which was fantastic, with lots of dessert, and by lots I mean 2 slices of chocolate cake and 1 slice of cheesecake, which I'm feeling the weight gain of this week.

The new gym in Traralgon just opened up which everyone is talking about, I will spend a minimum of 2 hours a day there this week so I can fit into my ever amazing Joan Holloway dress for this weekends work party,
Plus the sauna at the gym is amazing.

So apologies in advance if my blog is not updated regularly this week, I have lots coming up :)

This picture is of me a little bit confused as to why this massive Christmas decoration is on the side of the street, how did it get there? and will it last long on the street in Traralgon.. I don't think so.

Day 20 - Operation Christmas Child

Date 20.11.2010

http://www.samaritanspurse.org.au/ 
Operation Christmas child is organised by Samaritan's Purpose who donate time in helping families in over 130 countries in Australia by having people donate shoe boxes filled with presents.

This morning me and my little brother spent time shopping for presents for children from overseas, such a good feeling knowing that you will be able to put a smile on the face of child for Christmas that you will never know, or ever meet.

Together me and my mother were able to fill 5 shoe boxes for 5 different girls and boys from the other side of the world.

Couldn't appreciate organisations like this one anymore with there selfless and thoughtful acts.

I can't wait for the day that I sponsor a child and am able to go overseas and meet them, there family and community.

Day 19 - Little Bro

Date 19.11.2010

Got to spend quality time with my little brother today.
A promise I have made to myself is to try and spend more time with the family wherever possible, I made this promise to myself when I moved back to Traralgon but it never lasted.
Especially with my little brother I only see him maybe once a week for 5-10 mins, its not good enough, he should be a huge part in my life, he's 11 years old in 17 days and played wii
its so much fun hanging out with him because you can be a kid again, something you really loose when you have to be an adult everyday in a professional work place.

So we hung out and played wii, it was my first ever time at wii so he was smashing me, but atleast he was trying to teach me how to play games, until we battled then he was serious.

Then we ate chocolate sundae from Mcdonald's (I think I've eaten a sundae every night this week), watched some UFC and went to bed.
Best night I've had in a long time.

The photo is off me I half feel asleep on the couch then remembered I had to take a daily photo.
The camera light hurt my eyes.

Day 18 - Perseverance

Day 18

I got given a small daily word card at work today, it said on it Perseverance, I looked at it oddly and said the word out like, I had know idea what it meant, the girl who gave me the card looked back at me and said it means " cease the day"

I don't think I did that at all today, I should of but instead today seemed to go on forever and ever. Time was ticking slower then a watch with no battery.

I filled my day in by looking for hotels in melbourne to spend my new years. I'm not someone who has ever been big on new years in fact its a time of year when my anxiety goes thru the roof, lots of people in a hurry to get somewhere with lots of noise.
But I read one of my old blogs from 2007 (http://www.myspace.com/anti_oracle/blog/330563639) Where I wrote about how I believed in the saying " that what ever your doing when its hits the new year, is how you'll spend you year"
The more I think back over the last few new years I believe it.
And in the near future I want to move back to Melbourne, so hopefully this is a good omen to help me get back there.

 Travelling through time.

Day 17 - Welcome Sun

Day 17

I'm keen for things to start happening but unfortunately traveling and fighting my fears will not be until early next year.
For the rest of this year I just plan on sticking to my weekly and monthly tasks, and with Christmas coming up I should be able to help with some hampers for overseas children and hopefully be able to help out with some local ones,  I have to get in touch with St Vinnies or Salvation army.

Went Christmas shopping today, really need to stop finding presents for myself when I'm trying to buy for everyone else... haha but it always feels the best when you find something that you love and can't wait to give to someone else.

Dropped some bags of clothes and shoes off to the op shop today, usually when I do this I end up going inside and buying heaps of stuff which defeats the purpose, but today I didn't find anything.

As its Oz music month I really need to find some oz music to listen to, I stopped past sanity but didn't find any randoms cds that popped out at me, think I will go with super wild horses, see how I go.

The weather was amazing today, I really enjoyed just sitting in the sun.

Day 16 - 'ol Janome

Day 16
Tuesday's are usually my most hated day, I usually cringe at waking up in the morning and the thought of getting out of bed gives me a headache.
For some reason something always happens on a Tuesday wither it be spilling a whole container of sugar on the floor, waking up late, getting parking fines or just hurting myself clumsily on something so obvious.
Something always happens on Tuesdays.

Well atleast it use too, I don't want to jinx myself but I realised today I haven't had a bad Tuesday in the last couple of weeks and today was no different.
I woke up, got to work on time with make up on and all.
Then the day went extremely fast and before I knew it was lunch time and I was making a salad roll for myself to raise money for Diabetes Awarness (our work is really good with raising money for charity :) )

After work I was on a mission to mums to pick up my new sewing machine, 'ol Janome.
Janome isn't that new in fact she has been in the family for quite awhile, but she will be a good machine for me to take up my latest attempt to learn something new.. I haven't set a time frame for me to have learnt how sew as of yet. The goal I am setting  is that I have to sew myself a wearable dress by next year sometime.

The photo for today is me and my new janome, I'm abit confused as the sewing machine keeps turning it self on and the needle is going extremely fast with out me doing anything.. so I will be calling in the professionals(nanna) tomorrow to give me helping hand.

Day 15 - Renovations

Monday.
After walking half of my 5.5ks my upper thigh started to hurt real bad, to the point were I could no longer put pressure on my right leg.
This is not a good outcome with only 3 weeks till the big Breast Cancer awareness run in Melbourne.

Today was a fairly busy with not much action, I tried to re organise my house as we currently have the bed in the lounge room while the main bedroom is under renovation.
The floorboards were finished last week so we may as well do the room up while everything is out.
Which means everything like clothes from the wardrobes, bags , shoes were all in the lounge room.
 I'm some one who cant stand clutter so went a bit of a mission last night to clear as much of it as possible.

Picture below shows me in the empty bedroom -start of renovations.

Day 14 - Music of course.

Day 14

Attempted to drive manual again today, unsuccessfully..well sort of.
I took it out by myself and was doing fairly well until I stalled, then I cracked it and took it home.
Really need to work on my patience.

Spent today around the house cleaning up the yard, cooking a roast and putting on fake eye lashes.
I'm trying to perfect putting on fake lashes, going alright so far this shouldn't take as long as learning to drive black benny thats for sure.

I still need to find a cd to buy this month that will expand my musical mind, if you have any suggestions let me know otherwise I will spend next weekend walking around leading edge until I randomly choose a cd.

Tonights photo shows off my manly side, oh to be a boy.

Day 13 - Relay For Life

Day 13

So this morning I got up early to go op shopping, this is usually my favourite thing to do on Saturday morning if I'm not working.
I'm loving the new vintage op shop we have in Traralgon at the moment so beautiful, I got a lovely 50's style pencil skirt and a few records including grease, dirty dancing and footloose  for the end of year party for work :) so excited because they totally suit our theme!!

Relay for Life tonight was held out the Churchill football oval, it's were for 24 hours a team of people must be walking around the oval at all times.
So mother and I headed out there tonight to help out my mate Steph and her friends for a couple of hours.
Me and mum walked from 8.30 till 9.45, it was raining the whole time but extremely easy to do with umbrellas, it wasn't cold and I could of stayed out there walking round the oval talking with my mother for probably a few more hours.
We've decided we will start our own team next year and get out there for the whole time it was such a fun experience for a great cause.
Can't wait to get back there next year.
The photo below is me about to leave I'm up on the stairs so hopefully you can see all the tents below of everyone camping on the oval and the people just walking around the oval with there umbrellas and relay sticks :)

Day 12 - View at the Winery

Day 12

Friday! so exciting today was very busy, worked all day then at night we had a work dinner break up, which was out at Brandy Creek Winery out towards Drouin east.

The view from the winery was amazing, we spent the night eating gorges food that was Brazilian theme.
There was about 5 different types of meat that they would cut up onto your plate.
This of course did not interest me as I am vegetarian but I had a beautiful tapis to choose from and ordered a bit to much as I could finish it all (prob because I wanted to save room for desert )

Before I left home to catch the bus to the winery I made the decision not to take my camera, I will never do that again as I could of taken some beautiful photos.
as the night went on the view got even more amazing at about 8pm a the clouds seem to get darker and darker as the storm clouds rolled in and then the there was a beautiful lighitng show before the rain started.
The photo below was taken on my iphone so not as good quality as if it was taken on my camera.
but it sort of shows the storm clouds starting to come over.

Day 11 - Remembrance Day

Day 11

Remembrance day! one minute of silence is hard in a call centre, but we got through it, its a very powerful thing , silence.
Tonight I stopped past and old school friends house, she was having a garage sale to raise money for Relay for Life which is a organisation that raises money for cancer. http://relayforlife.org.au/
I got to talking to Steph and found out she had a team oorganised for a local Relay for life event that I could be apart of, so this Saturday night I will be helping out. :) I will update more after the event on Saturday night.

I brought a book from the garage sale which will be my book to read next month its called "The Bride Stripped Bare" I know I've seen it around alot not sure what its about but will find out next month.
it is pictured below.

Day 10 - Support Vic SES

Day 10

So sorry I haven't updated my blog in 3 days, I will not let this happen again.
Wednesday was a good day, it was my day off! I got to hang out with my sister and searched all of Morwell for something orange to that I could wear to show my support for Victorian SES.
No luck though, until I got home and found Rob and an awesome Orange T-shirt.. as seen in Picture below :)

I had a bit or time Wednesday where I could of been doing things like reading my book by Tom Harley, I've realised it's so hard to get back into reading after not reading any books for the last few years, in high school i loved books and would read religiously, I have to get back to this stage, so maybe I can start reading more then one book per month.

Day 9 - Start Training

Day 9

finally did it! started training for my run, its a little late and not gonna help much but atleast I have started, I walked 5.5ks today in a total of 56 mins...which isnt good need to get this well below 30 mins and from walking to running haha.. with time.

Victoria SES is having a day tomorrow where you wear orange to support local SES members, so I spent a bit of time tonight trying to find an article of orange clothing but it seems orange is not in fashion.
So may have to hit the trusty opshops tomorrow morning to find something amazing.. or I have a trusty bright orange high vis saftey vest which could get a wear.

I don't work tomorrow and was planning on having a lovely sleep in before I start parading around the streets in orange but realised that we have a man starting at 8am on the main bedrooms floorboards he spent today sanding them and tomorrow her will doing the tinting which means lots of smells. So now I have to get out of bed early and find some where to go, option one is do some overtime at work, option 2 is over to my sisters to go back to bed...
see how I go in the morning.
Here's me in my fitness gear... and black benny(car) is in the background I also attempted to drive manual again today and didnt get so far, looks as though I have forgotten everything I knew, so its back to basics tomorrow with a lesson from my sister.. in a carpark... learning starts and stops and from first gear 2 second.

Day 8 - Cooking with Holi

Day 8

Today I woke up with congested head, sore throat and lack of sleep from terrible dreams.
But after a big sleep in and relaxing on the couch for most of the day I'm feeling alot better :)

Over the last few weeks I've really started noticing adds on tv to do with charity organisations or wellbeing groups and every time one comes on I add the website to my list of organisation that I could help.

One that stood out today was " The big Aussie Swap" So I'm gonna see some people tomorrow to see if I can get this organised before Locally.
It's all about reducing waste by people swapping belongings they no longer want with other peoples belonging that they are getting rid of, things like books & clothes, so no money involved.
you can check out the website for more info http://recyclingweek.planetark.org/bas/

I also hope to join in a local relay for life event being held this weekend in Churchill.

Today I decided to get my one day of cooking out the way for the week, so I cooked baked zucchini with cheese, cauliflower with garlic bread crumbs and am currently on my third attempt at desert which is Portuguese custard tarts.. it has taken 3 attempts to get the pastry to cook right.
Tarts ended up very tasty in the end, here is the finished product.. and my favourite apron, love little old lady stuff :)

Day 7 - Learning Crystals

Day 7

Today still sick but I make it down to the my Crystals Class, good being around a bunch of people I've never meet and hearing there experiences with crystal's and what works for them.
Was exciting to realise how much I already know about Crystal healing and learning some new things.

Didn't get a chance to go to roller derby as the crystals class went to long, so I'll head there next week to check it out.

Not much else happened today, moved everything out of the main bedroom as we are getting the floorboards done on Tuesday this week, so the house at the moment is chaotic we have a bed in the lounge room and cupboards in the laundry and it's going to be like this for a few weeks while we do the bed room up with paint and new windows and build some built in robes.

today's photo is of me at my crystals class, see all the pretty crystals on the table. /Magical.

Day 6 - My Car Black Benny

Day 6

Unfortunately was another day being sick so I was stuck in bed all day, didn't even get a chance to go an enjoy the beautiful sunshine!

My lovely mum took me down the street to buy our pink ribbon singlets that we will be wearing in our run next month, which I am yet to train for.. argh.

Today I was suppose to drive my manual car one of my weekly tasks is to spend 2 hours a week driving/learning manual. I brought a manual car about 5 months ago and am yet to learn how to drive it.
So I will have to put in a massive effort of 4 hours in next week! haha with that effort I'm bound to be driving it in know time.

Well the picture today is from rob driving me to the car wash so he could wash Black Benny my lil manual car I can't drive, I was to sick to get out and help so I just took a photo of the view from the inside and really liked the colours.

Day 5 - In the Dark

Woke up with the flu, haven't been able to do much today went from bed to couch and back to bed again.

There was a moment today where I  was on the Internet and seen a photo of a girl scubba diving I freaked out because I realised this is more scary to me then just travelling on a boat.
So not only will I travel by boat but I have decided to go scubba diving.
And climb the Sydney Harbour bridge, another thing to conquer my fear of heights!

I'm have massive anxiety attacks just seeing people on TV do these things let alone try and imagine myself doing these things, but it's worth giving it a try.

I will also stop deleting people facebook events and were possible I will attend.

Today's photo is as dark as I feel, can't wait for my head to be uncongested.

DAY 4 - Stay Positive

Day 4

I Spent the day feeling positive about the months to come. This blog will keep me on track and ensure I push myself to do as much as possible.

Today I printed off contact details for many local centres that I may be able to do volunteer work with, which I'm excited about one of them I may get to help out with a camp which would be fun :)

I should be in training at the moment as I have a 5k run coming up in December and this is the first year where I haven't been running much, probably based on the fact that the weather has been cold and wet for the last thousand months and doesn't look as though it is going to get any better.

Well the photo I have uploaded tonight includes the book I'm reading this month, Standing Tall by Tom Harley he was the captain of the Geelong football club.
I got the book because I really love the way football players are managed and the way that they captain, I thought there may have been some tips to help me in the future.

DAY 3 - Raw

DAY 3

Today I'm extremely hungover and sore from spending yesterday dancing.
But I'm excited that everything went well yesterday and that I ended up having a really good time and the racers and then afterwards at the bar.
Today has not been very productive in means of getting the most out of life, but I am excited for my Crystal healing class on Sunday, (I think I'm in need of some rejuvenation after yesterday)
1 of the tasks I have to do on a weekly basis is cook one new meal per week, wither it be a breakfast, a side dish, a sauce or a main. So tonight I've decided to go with a side dish and I'm making a very quick and easy recipe called puff cheesy potatoes, and then for desert I think i will make baked bananas and ice cream, all very easy stuff. The purpose of baking one new thing every week is life skills, I don't believe I have any good life skills, I don't know how to sew and cooking is something I mainly do when I need to bake sweets or feel like scones.
So hopefully all goes well tonight, haha.
I'll leave you with a pic I took earlier this morning, i believe it may be the only real raw photo you will see of myself, I just got out of the shower and was feeling extremely hungover and tired.
this photo i believe shows that (and the camera did a good job of bringing out the lovely pink towel)

DAY 2 - Grimus

Day 2
Today is a big day for me. I had to organise for works social club and event for the local horse racers.
As I have spent the last 3 months orgainising this event I would hope that it went really well.
The event meant a number of people from work would be attending, the person I was going there with was a girl I new from high school but was never close friends with.
Faith would have it that she turns out to be the perfect person to go with as she undestands alot of things I'm going thru]ough and has been on a journey of her own so was able to give helpful hints to me.
So after getting our first drink and toasting to the next 365 days, a lady come up to me and asked me to join the local Roller Derby, I declined straight away being afraid to loose all my teeth or be constantly bruised.
for the rest of the day it keept playing on my mind.
Finally before I left I seen the lady again so I went up to her and said I would love to come watch them and got the date and time. The reason I did this is because I am on this journey to do things I would not normaly do, I have to try new things espically when there offered to me.
This was also a really good day for me because I was hanging around alot of people I've never talked to before, meeting new people making new friends, i'm so glad that everyhing is going so right only after just 2 days.
this is a better then sign then yesterdays.
the photo below is me dressed up for the racers, i think the smile on my face shows a shy and awkward girl that feels like she back in highschool again heading off to an event with a bunch a people she doesnt know but it extremly excited for everything to go well (and i'm deff not normally a shy girl haha. )

Day 1 - Starting a fresh

So Monday 1st November I thought I would of been more excited to start my new journey and to get everything underway, but it took until lunch time for me to realise that it was even the first and that my whole journey had began!
Although I am super excited to start everything I was extremly tired and it was a really uneventful day.
I new that I had a lot to do monday night and that Rob wouldn't be home until late to take my photo.
(Oh yeh, another part of this 365 Days is that I have to have a photo taken everyday. This to me will hopefully show the emotion im feeling on this day.)
So the photo I've uploaded was suppose to have a bit of a artsy reason behind it, I wanted the photo to be taken in the dark orginally under a Start sign (the ones you see at the start of a running track) but after weeks of looking for one locally I couldn't find one so I opted for a green traffic light. To me it suppose resemeble "starting in the dark" like starting something your not sure about how its going to end up.
This photo I think im really tired and over it, and I think my posture shows the mood im in, it was 10:00pm when we took this photo and it was freezing, we actually had to walk awhile to get to this light then wait around for it go green and cars to leave, so by the time we got back to the car I was having a small asthma attack. I hoped that this was not going to the end of something that hadn't even started yet.

What it's about

365 DAYS of HOLI, has started as of the 1.11.10 I have to do something new every month, try out new things, see new things and learn new things.
Every month I will do volunteer work, give to charity and run in every fun run.
by next year I should of conquered my fear of heights by sky diving, help my fear of needles by donating blood and give into my fear of the ocean by travelling by boat.
I also hope to be able to complete a 42k marathon.
My aim is to start lost and finish found, I want to know who I am and what I'm capable of and I believe you will never know what your capable of unless you push yourself out of your comfort zone.
The best part of this will be that by next year I can say that I got the most out of my year that I was able to fight my fears, help the needy and show my appreciation for life and all it has to offer.

365 Days of Holi.

365 DAYS of HOLI, has started as of the 1.11.10 I have to do something new every month, try out new things, see new things and learn new things.
Every month I will do volunteer work, give to charity and run in every fun run.
by next year I should of conquered my fear of heights by sky diving, help my fear of needles by donating blood and give into my fear of the ocean by travelling by boat.
I also hope to be able to complete a 42k marathon.
My aim is to start lost and finish found, I want to know who I am and what I'm capable of and I believe you will never know what your capable of unless you push yourself out of your comfort zone.
The best part of this will be that by next year I can say that I got the most out of my year that I was able to fight my fears, help the needy and show my appreciation for life and all it has to offer.